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From the San Francisco Chronicle:
Courtney Mazzola (pictured), 28, already has more on her resume than most people do at the end of their careers.
The San Francisco massage therapist has a growing somatic psychology practice, has visited 10 countries, volunteers at San Quentin Prison and is also an accomplished horse jumper, jujitsu fighter and spokesmodel.
Her drive stems from what others could consider a setback: Mazzola was born legally blind.
"There's a definite assumption by sighted people that I'd want to have my sight," said Mazzola, who works with her seeing-eye dog, a 12-year-old golden retriever named Tess.
"I don't feel I need to be fixed, and, in fact, I wonder what I'd be doing if I hadn't been born legally blind."
Mazzola's message is on point, honed after years of being the face of the blind community. Before she was 2, she literally was the poster child for RP International, a blind research center in Southern California where she grew up. She attended telethons and news conferences with her parents and, as a preteen, performed in rock videos to generate funds to study her particular form of blindness - retinitis pigmentosa - which causes blind spots on the retina.
Mazzola sees objects as if they were shadows through a frosted shower door. By definition, because she needs to be 20 feet or closer to see objects others can see from 200 feet away, she is considered legally blind.
Spotlight
The RP gig was bittersweet; it took a toll to be in the spotlight so long, but it also impressed on her that she had no limitations.
By 14, she was state-ranked in English horse jumping, learning to aim the horse by her trainer's verbal cues. A scout for the U.S. Paralympic Team invited her to try out for the 2000 Olympic Games in Australia, but she turned it down to go to high school and be a "regular kid" for a while.
But regular was hard to do - during high school, she was tapped by an agent to appear on a pilot for a Discovery show about amazing teens, and by the time she had graduated, she had become a certified masseuse by taking courses at Cal State Northridge.
While earning her bachelor's degree in psychology at Northridge, she learned to surf and outrigger in Hawaii but still regrets skipping cliff diving because she couldn't persuade her friends to go with her.
By graduate school, Mazzola had fallen in love with traveling and discovered a British company, Traveleyes, that pairs sighted guides with blind travelers.
"The way sighted people have to describe things to blind people, they learn to take things in differently and notice more so they can communicate," Mazzola said.
Most recently, Mazzola traveled to Egypt, where she crawled through tunnels in pyramids and was given special permission to touch the hieroglyphics.
"Some were chiseled in, some popped out. I felt part of a foot and a leg. The guard took my hand and ran it over the ancient writing and gave me the names of the gods I was feeling," she said.
Travel writing dreams
One day Mazzola hopes to add travel writer to her resume. She envisions a book of stories about how she sees the world, based on her trips to Mexico, Japan, Thailand, South Korea, Italy, Guatemala, Canada, London and the Dominican Republic.
As soon as she finds the time. She just finished an internship as a somatic psychotherapist at the Center for Somatic Psychotherapy, a low-cost clinic in San Francisco.
Nights, she waits tables at Opaque, a San Francisco restaurant completely shrouded in darkness. She leads customers to their tables by having them put their hands on her shoulders.
"In the restaurant, my being blind becomes relevant. Sighted people look to me for help," she said.
It's also relevant to the inmates at San Quentin, who meet with her weekly to talk about being different, overcoming shame and staying positive.
"A lot of people come in here and attempt to talk to us, but they don't have a problem in the world, so prisoners are not going to open up," said Troy Williams, who is serving a sentence of seven years to life for a kidnapping and robbery conviction. "Courtney is real. She may have a disability, but we have a disability of being incarcerated. In that, we can relate."
Mazzola never asked to be an ambassador for the blind community, but she's often the first blind person most people meet.
"This is the role I fall into," she says, "so it's important I live my life full tilt."
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